This posting may well be a little confusing, but that would be appropriate for my state of mind as of late.
On the one hand, I am energized and excited to be back in the city I consider home. There have been the normal snafus, and that was expected, and that is ok. I am having a fabulous time reconnecting with the city I love, and meeting up with old and new friends.
However on the other hand, there are still some trepidations.
I know this move was the right thing to do. I am nervous to enter grad school in the fall, but it is the same nervousness that was present for the B ed, the BA, and even highschool way back when....
But my wasted heart feels that I have left behind something important. And that confuses me. I am not really prepared to go into further detail in such a public fashion. I just need to sort this thing out in my brain, and the way to do it (I think?!?) is through placing words on my screen. Hmmm.
On the one hand, I am energized and excited to be back in the city I consider home. There have been the normal snafus, and that was expected, and that is ok. I am having a fabulous time reconnecting with the city I love, and meeting up with old and new friends.
However on the other hand, there are still some trepidations.
I know this move was the right thing to do. I am nervous to enter grad school in the fall, but it is the same nervousness that was present for the B ed, the BA, and even highschool way back when....
But my wasted heart feels that I have left behind something important. And that confuses me. I am not really prepared to go into further detail in such a public fashion. I just need to sort this thing out in my brain, and the way to do it (I think?!?) is through placing words on my screen. Hmmm.
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